So, I'm back! I guess I broke my promise to come here more often, but that's life. I finally know what college I'm going to, and I've already registered, so that's a big burden off my shoulders. However, I now need to start thinking about other college stuff (like what classes I need to take and what books I need to buy for those classes, as well as everything I need to bring with me to my dorm). Arg, I hate this process. The good news, I'll soon be a 12hr drive away from my family *does a little happy dance*! It'll be a new start on life in a place where no one knows your past and all the stupid things you've done. In a way, this is as close to a second chance as I'll ever get. Finally I'll be on my own (well, for the most part), no parents there to ask me where I've been all night, no annoying sister to rat me out, no druggie brother to drag me down. Nope, It'll be just me and the girls in my dorm (hopefully I won't get stuck with sucky room mates cause that would suck big time). After all, they do say that you go to college to find your bridesmaids!
In other news, I can't believe that it's been three years already! Time is going by so fucking fast!! I am graduating high school in three monthes...GRADUATING...HIGH SCHOOL.....AKA, NEVER GOING BACK!!! It's really kinda scary when you stop to think about it. I'm no longer going to be a minor, no longer covered by my parent's insurance, no longer have any right to live in my house, no longer have any right to drive my parent's car, and the list goes on and on. I guess we don't realize how easy we had it as kids untill we have to make it on our own.
Oh well, I'm still waiting for that perfect guy in my life......so far, it's not happening. I guess all I can do is keep wishing and praying that somehow we'll find eachother...and then that he's willing to marry me, lol. In the mean time, I plan on focusing on school and.....ok, who am I kidding, I'll never be able to focus on school, haha.
I'll be 18 in March, and I can't wait! The first thing I'm gonna do is buy a pack of cigs and get a tatoo just to piss my mom off ( yes, I know that's so junior high, but I don't give a shit! I've been waiting for this chance and I'm taking it!).
Well, I could go on, but I won't. That's it for my life right now Who knows when I'll update again. For now, I'm gonna just keep swimming XP

peace out